[And here he was just worried that Astarion would find he no longer needed his human partner - would find a more worthwhile suitor than a wizard with a Netherese orb in his chest and more failure to his name than he'd like. He never even considered being turned.]
I'm not sure how I feel about the idea of being a vampire spawn, admittedly. Even if the lord himself was my lover.
[There's something distinctly uncomfortable about the prospect, something that hits too close to home for Gale. He'd be a lesser to Astarion - never equal in power, in potential, in any measure. It's not a position he's sure he can stand - he certainly couldn't last time, and look where it got him.]
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[And here he was just worried that Astarion would find he no longer needed his human partner - would find a more worthwhile suitor than a wizard with a Netherese orb in his chest and more failure to his name than he'd like. He never even considered being turned.]
I'm not sure how I feel about the idea of being a vampire spawn, admittedly. Even if the lord himself was my lover.
[There's something distinctly uncomfortable about the prospect, something that hits too close to home for Gale. He'd be a lesser to Astarion - never equal in power, in potential, in any measure. It's not a position he's sure he can stand - he certainly couldn't last time, and look where it got him.]