[Gale's expression softens as he takes what Astarion says to heart, knowing somewhere within him that it's true. He's known it for some time, but admitting it to himself when he already feels wounded, discarded, and occasionally unworthy of love is a challenge; hearing it from someone else, particularly someone who doesn't exactly have a high opinion of him... it means more than he's able to express at that moment.
He's quiet for a beat afterward.]
You're right. I have a hard time seeing that, you know. What she commanded me to do, while the most pragmatic solution to our problems thus far, was... not entirely fair. Certainly not to me, but not to those around me, either. Those whose company I've come to care for.
[He offers Astarion a genuine smile.]
I don't think I realized you'd have such strong thoughts on the matter.
[Ah. Shit. Did he go too far? Astarion pulls himself back, squaring his shoulders to try to put on a more disaffected air. It doesn't hurt if Gale thinks he cares, it's better even, but Gale can't know how close it all hits to Astarion's own life.]
Honestly, my dear, it's just stating the obvious. I think you'll find far more pleasurable delights in the company of your fellow mortals. I'd be happy to provide a demonstration.
[He tucks the tome under one arm, setting his other hand on his hip.]
Two centuries old, but as sharp as a newly forged blade. I suppose we're lucky to have someone with so much experience in this group, though I think were our leader no longer available, seniority wouldn't be what determined our next one.
[He's not sure he could put up with a party led by Astarion, frankly.]
Though I assure you I've no intentions of taking over for our fearless leader. They're doing well enough for my liking, and I'd rather not be burdened with herding the lot of you all from place to place.
Though if you must know, I haven't made any advances on Karlach. Aside from the fact that she could easily break me over her knee, her condition complicates matters.
[Read: he's not about to make a target out of someone who's been outright enslaved by a devil.]
Ah, the Facemaker's Boutique. Of course I only had the chance to visit myself on occasion. Our clothing was usually provided for us, but I would stop in when I could to make sure I was up to speed on the sort of styles that were in vogue in the city.
Baldurian fashion has always been quite different from Waterdhavian, from what I know of it. This will be a bit of a learning experience, but one never knows when we'll have to infiltrate a social gathering for the sake of our cause.
[Astarion's face practically lights up at even the suggestion of infiltrating a social gathering.]
Oh, I hope we do. Brushing elbows with the patriars and well-to-dos of the Gate, only to rob them blind or commit some other manner of subterfuge. Wouldn't that be a delight?
My tower was largely unsuitable for visitors, save for others invested in similar magical pursuits. Besides, I like my privacy. I was more likely to be invited somewhere than the one inviting.
[He can't help but nod, smiling in rueful agreement.]
Maybe now, it would be. I was more adventurous in my younger years, more willing to take a risk for the sake of my curiosity and reputation. You don't get to be the Wizard of Waterdeep by being too mysterious.
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He's quiet for a beat afterward.]
You're right. I have a hard time seeing that, you know. What she commanded me to do, while the most pragmatic solution to our problems thus far, was... not entirely fair. Certainly not to me, but not to those around me, either. Those whose company I've come to care for.
[He offers Astarion a genuine smile.]
I don't think I realized you'd have such strong thoughts on the matter.
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Honestly, my dear, it's just stating the obvious. I think you'll find far more pleasurable delights in the company of your fellow mortals. I'd be happy to provide a demonstration.
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[He says that with levity, hoping Astarion will take it as the playful deflection he meant it to be.]
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I'd certainly consider myself more mortal than a goddess. Although I suppose I am older than her current incarnation, if that's your sort of thing.
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Two centuries old, but as sharp as a newly forged blade. I suppose we're lucky to have someone with so much experience in this group, though I think were our leader no longer available, seniority wouldn't be what determined our next one.
[He's not sure he could put up with a party led by Astarion, frankly.]
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Though I assure you I've no intentions of taking over for our fearless leader. They're doing well enough for my liking, and I'd rather not be burdened with herding the lot of you all from place to place.
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Is there any one of us you've not tried flirting with?
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Though if you must know, I haven't made any advances on Karlach. Aside from the fact that she could easily break me over her knee, her condition complicates matters.
[Read: he's not about to make a target out of someone who's been outright enslaved by a devil.]
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A shame, really. She seems like the sort who might actually take you up on them.
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Right, well - not all of us can be so... forward with people we hardly know, can we?
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Perhaps.
[He clears his throat.]
Now, how about um. That help you offered? With clothing, I mean. Not the- other thing.
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What about it, my dear?
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[Because it's either that, or they go back to talking about his beard, and he vastly prefers one of those subjects over the other.]
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Oh, I hope we do. Brushing elbows with the patriars and well-to-dos of the Gate, only to rob them blind or commit some other manner of subterfuge. Wouldn't that be a delight?
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Not everyone is an actor, Astarion. Or comfortable in such crowded venues.
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[He gives a click of his tongue in judgement.]
The City of Splendors was wasted on you.
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Maybe now, it would be. I was more adventurous in my younger years, more willing to take a risk for the sake of my curiosity and reputation. You don't get to be the Wizard of Waterdeep by being too mysterious.
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